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Lorraine Carey

Between Light

The gorse bordered

garden and stream.

Florets of buttercup yellow

sat with thorny spikes.

The cut grass and coconut aroma

weaved and wafted,

waltzed with summer’s breeze

in through open windows

tempting us out to play.

We pulled luxurious petals,

velvet and almost heart shaped,

sprinkled them over

the mown lawn like confetti.

 

Somersaulted on spiky grass,

brown in patchy tufts,

shadowed by the huge rhododendron

a menacing growth

that flourished each year,

overawed all in the patch.

The gorse always bloomed,

provided the comforting smell

of happiness, before loss sneaked up

and fractured us all.

 

Scattered now, by silent borders,

like broken delph.

The cracks always primed

to present themselves with

an eyeball roll, a heavy sigh,

accusations, undisclosed remorse.

I hold my memories close

as they fade ever so slightly,

with the sweet coconut scent

from petals of gorse.

Checkpoint, Culmore, 1980

We tumbled into Gran’s Fiesta

on Fridays after school,

until we got the Renault 5.

A straight run through, Moville, Redcastle,

Quigley's Point, Muff, then border territory

and much better roads

beyond Customs on the bend.

Mother eased her foot off the floor

approaching Culmore.

As the ramps came into view,

her heartbeats mirrored

the checkpoint's flashing.

Told us to sit still, as we giggled

and stared at shiny rifles with triggers of steel.

Wound down her window to a baby faced soldier

his soft contoured chin, yet to meet a razor.

 

He peered in and winked, smiled at us in the back,

she hoped to bypass the search bay and torchlight beams.

Green berets sat, looked silly on their teenage heads,

guns slung over slender shoulders.

Prayed they wouldn't peer too closely

at the photo, or at her and Gran.

The dark night cast welcome shadows.

They shared dyed black curls

and frantic fidgets, almond eyes and nervous smiles.

She wound the window up, shut out the frosty night

with a sigh, waved goodbye to other mothers' sons.

 

Placed Gran’s licence in the sun visor’s flap,

thankful for the resemblance.

Relaxed she drove on, indicated right

down Greenhaw Road, into Superfares car park.

Picked up bargains and exchanged grumbles

about the pound, sterling shopping, border hopping,

evenings of memories

with her late mother.

The Letter

It landed on its front

on the mat. Dog hairs sneaked

under the Sellotaped lip,

ensuring privacy of content.

It didn't matter this time.

 

News of my dog's death came,

on the envelopes rear,

her tiny letters, hemming stitches,

barely visible to an unfamiliar eye.

Both words lodged in my throat,

made me cry, her too I imagined.

The awkwardness shards,

pierce all our lives,

unspoken borders

there since my birth.

 

Those two stark words

prised open memories of miles

walked together,

when I happily told you

all of my secrets.

 

 

Lorraine Carey,  Irish poet and artist  has had work published in the following: Atrium, Prole, The Blue Nib, Ariel Chart, Poethead, The Honest Ulsterman, Sixteen, Vine Leaves, Quail Bell, Live Encounters, Picaroon, Laldy and The Runt Zine among others. A runner up in both the Trocaire/ Poetry Ireland and The Blue Nib Chapbook Competition 2017, her artwork has featured in Three Drops From A Cauldron, Dodging The Rain and Riggwelter Press. She has contributed poetry to several anthologies. Her debut collection From Doll House Windows - Revival Press is available from www.limerickwriterscentre.com She now lives in Co. Kerry.

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